** DAY 33 -- Brain Cloud, for sure!

Well today is August 1.  There is not much time to DO the things we have to do.  But we are trying.  The guy who took my place at work called me three times today, needing answers.  It is so nice not to worry about that anymore.

I talked to a friend about computers yesterday.  He asked me what I wanted, what I was looking for.  I said I had no idea.  I guess I need a computer that turns on and off, and does all those things in between.  I could not tell him what I was looking for, but he gave me great counsel.  I need a  laptop, one I can take when we go to different places I presume.

I talked to the CES person who we will be working with.  (We will be working for Elder Rappleye, and our mission president will be someone else.  I guess we will be answering to them both, but we shall see?)  He gave me more insights into what to purchase, what not to produce, etc.  It is nice to have someone to call down there and get answers to questions.  We will be going to Layton to talk with his wife who is up here for a time.  We can get more answers from her.

I often pause and look at the list we have and wonder if we will get it all done.  But we make a list to accomplish each day, and thus far, we are doing pretty well.  Things appear each day that we have not thought about.  So we add it to our lists.

Bonnie is still doing well with her Spanish studying, and I continue to read my BOM in Spanish.  Bonnie asked a dear doctor/friend of hers if there was such a thing as a brain pill to get rid of my brain cloud.  We both keep forgetting things.  We both keep misplacing things.  I keep saying things that should not be said.  Today, we walked out into the heat and I said, "It is sure hotter today than it was yesterday."  My mind told me that I said, "It is sure cooler than it was yesterday," but I said hotter.  That happens all the time.  I wonder if those miracle pills can help me speak what is in my mind and not what is not.  It guess it is just a witness that I am getting old?  My mind does not have a smooth path to my mouth.  It gets the messages my mind sends to my mouth messed up.  I wonder if I will do that in Spanish also?  I wonder if I can be healed from that brain cloud that messes up that communication, that speaking challenge I seem to have?