DAY 43 -- A Dream/Direction from Father

Yesterday we came up with the idea that perhaps there are things we need to do before we get our mission call.  So, we started thinking about what we may need to do.  Still thinking.  What has to be done by one of us that no one else can do.  Then there is always the idea that we have not learned a lesson we need to learn.  So we strive to be more in tune to be taught.  Or we need to be more patient, which is a given...

Then we thought about the idea that perhaps we are doing something we should not be doing and need to repent to be ready for a mission call.  Then on the flip side,  perhaps there are things we SHOULD be doing that we are not doing.  So our we continue to think, ponder, analyze, and try to figure out what is going on.  In the long run, or better said, ultimately, it is in Father's hands and when He wants us to go on a mission, things will progress and we will go.  And who's to say they are not progressing right now, even though we know not of how they are progressing.

I had a vision, idea, or just a dream last night.  I felt that before we going on our mission, I need to have a PPI or an interview with my kids and their spouses.  It is something that I feel I need to do.  I am not sure of the particulars yet, individually, jointly with the two of them or what, but I shall be asking and seeking further direction. Should both Bonnie and I do them?  I will seek further inspiration.

I believe it to be a great idea before we go.  I hope that I can find out how it should be done from the one who gave it to me in the first place.  Just trying to follow dictates. 

Bonnie said the other day the same thing I have thought all along.  Perhaps this is all a dream.  Perhaps we have been imagining going on a mission.  Did we really fill out paper work?  Did we get medical attention and pay over $2500 to get ready, or was it all a dream?  Are we really waiting for something?  Or is it a joint (I guess you could interpret that as a smoke, a pot or something that gives us hallucinations?, isn't that what a joint is?) dream that we both share? 

It is certainly interested what activity our minds are going through.