DAY 203 --- PEACE

I am at peace today.  There are over 203 days until we will feel ready to ask our bishop to send in our papers.  I know there are obstacles still to over come.  I know that we will not fly smoothly toward that ultimate goal.  I know that there are still many mountains to climb, still lessons to learn, still burps to live with and endure, and even blessings to witness.  I am at peace.

I don't know how we shall overcome some of the obstacles we have.  I cannot see the path clearly in front of me.  I know that perhaps we won't arrive at some of those preset goals and dreams we see today, those that we are planning on today.  I know that there are and will be questions of why along the way.

But I know today, for some reason, that Father is aware of our goal.  He is watching over us and directing us every step of the way.  I know that He will lift us up when the fiery darts of the adversary try to beat us down.  I know that we will overcome when the winds of pain and blindness try to push us off our track. 

Even today, I question many things, many goals, the hows of many things.  But I also feel His presence directing us, giving me a peace that all is well in His wishes of things that need to happen in our life, lessons, learning, blessings, directions, and peace.

I am grateful tonight for Father letting me know of His awareness of me as His son, Bonnie as His daughter, letting me know of His approval of our goals.  I am at peace tonight.  I know that tomorrow I will feel of that peace again as I attend meetings.  I am at peace.